just wanna say

Ketika tak ada lagi yang bisa diungkapkan
tak ada lagi yang mampu dibisikkan
tak mungkin lagi dibayangkan
meski mereka bagai dewa yang sempurna
seperti malaikat yang suci
yang ingin membantuku mengepakkan sayap
Mengapa sekarang?
Jutaan dan milyaran detik telah berlalu
Dan sekarang ku tak mau lagi
Hanya bisa berteriak dan berteriak
Sampai mereka ingin menyerah

nobody listen! how can they understand without listen!? listen to me please..how hard is it? i wanna runaway from earth! maybe mars is better HAHA :(

LOL

I idly read my old posts in this blog. And I realized one thing.

Wow. The truth is, my writing is too much over alias lebay alias alayyy ciinnn.. :D

Gosh.. Astaga.. I wonder, did I write that? Really? Hahahahaha. Want to remove the things, but too unfortunately, let it be a memories. LOL LOL LOL

#nowlistening @ car

A cute song ;) In SM*SH version. But for info, I'm not smashblast okey :D

OH YA

Sumpah mati padamu ku jatuh hati
Sumpah mati padamu ku jatuh cinta
Namun sayang ku tak sempat berkenalan denganmu
dari hati ke hati lalu bicara cinta berdua

sampai kini daku masih trus harapkan
agar suatu saat ku berjumpa lagi
semoga saja daku sempat berkenalan denganmu
dari hati ke hati lalu bicara cinta berdua

reff:
ingin ku mengejar seribu bayangmu
namun apa daya tangan tak sampai
memang benar apa kata pepatah
kalau jodoh tak lari kemana

For u, big bro ;)
God bless us

:(

I feel very weird. Really made me so uncomfortable. Maybe not uncomfortable, but just sad. Makes me cry in the silence, although I don't understand why I should cry! It feels like there is something in my stomach.
I miss the way he (someone in my past) treated me, treat me as someone special. Showed that he loved me and wanted me. I really miss it. Yes, I just miss it, not himself. Hehe. I'm sorry, I don't love him and I never regret I refused him :) By the way, for what I say sorry in here?? Stupid me. Lol
Oh God, I really miss being treated like he treated me.
I guess, maybe in fact, I'm just feeling lonely