:(

I feel very weird. Really made me so uncomfortable. Maybe not uncomfortable, but just sad. Makes me cry in the silence, although I don't understand why I should cry! It feels like there is something in my stomach.
I miss the way he (someone in my past) treated me, treat me as someone special. Showed that he loved me and wanted me. I really miss it. Yes, I just miss it, not himself. Hehe. I'm sorry, I don't love him and I never regret I refused him :) By the way, for what I say sorry in here?? Stupid me. Lol
Oh God, I really miss being treated like he treated me.
I guess, maybe in fact, I'm just feeling lonely